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Friday, April 29, 2005
Gathering!!
Went to meet Joy, Johnathan, Edwin and Kian Yan at Tampines Mall after school, despite extended econs lessons (thank god for the technical glitch) and GP private consultation for my depressing essay.
After so long, we finally decided to eat at Pizza Hut. I didn't mind that since I have not ate a pizza in months as "my output must be more than my input", right Vernon? Cos I'm like balancing on the taf-no taf scale, which means I may go back in any time.
Had lots of laughs and we kinda put lots of cheese into the chicken soup, and we kinda told him that the soup was cheesy and he believed us!! Oops, but of cos we told him later, we aren't that mean what... then they were saying me and Joy were getting more open about guys now, I mean, going to JC means you have to become more vocal right?
After walking till 4 plus, Joy left for tuition and we donated the $1.60 change to NTUC's counter for the Community Chest, that's Computer Club with a DIFFERENCE. Edwin left at 1630hrs because he forgot he had to meet someone. I walked around with Johnathan and Kian Yan in Tampines Mall, and we spent quite a while on the Xbox at Courts TM. It was quite fun, by the way, it's the first time I have actually observed an Xbox game, and this primary school boy came to assist us in our playing!! So embarrassed!! But, boy, he was good, even thought KY and John how to use the controls effectively. Went on to buy a 1.5L drink from Cheers and we had a hard time sharing it!! We laughed as we drank and we spilled as we poured, luckily we didn't meet anybody!!
Hopefully there's another time for us to meet again and to the 3 guys - Please study hard for your mid-year examinations and 'O' level Chinese paper!!Labels: friends
KJ.eio @ 8:20 PM
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
Busy as a Chiongster
This past two days have been rather hectic, lots of math to be done and I'm not even halfway through memorizing those blasted trigo formulas. Econs' workload are increasing day by day, with an upcoming essay assessment coming up next week, again. PW's idea is getting more vague by day, and I need to hand it up next week!!!
Photography yesterday was so-so, even though I'm a newbie to those cameras, I still think the only thing attractive to me yesterday was the prize money. I mean, even the consolation prizes seem attractive, man, since when did I become so desperate for cash?
SPE was tiring. Had to be stuck with netball for the rest of my next 10 weeks with my PE teacher. Netball seems like a whole lot of nonsense to me, those positions, footwork and stuff, I'll rather play floorball. Hee.
Tomorrow is another busy day. Gotta go consult my GP tutor about my essay and econs lessons are going to drag as usual. I think the only thing happy tomorrow may be meeting my juniors and Joy tomorrow. Hopefully I can survive tonight. Maybe going to the poly isn't such a bad thing, at least there's no PW, trigo, or crazy timetables.
KJ.eio @ 9:26 PM
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Past, Present & Future
Strangely, I'm thinking of the past this few days - about my days in DMSS. Even though one must always look forward, it seems inevitable that we look back on our past to think on how we could improve a certain situation, or "what it could have been if...." or "if only".
Nowadays, though there are some days I really enjoy my life, there are days that simply suck like hell. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time to this particular moment, or maybe even fast-forward life and see what had happened... but all this is not possible.
As I thought more about it, the more I wished I could have returned to 2002. It was definitely a year full of ups and downs, tears and cheers, separation and unification... yet it was the only year I could think of when I look back.
There was this part where I think was the sweetest thing ever done to me. Something along the lines of "promise", "silence", "reprimand", "tears", "standing up for each other"... go fill up the blanks... I think if I were feeling emotional, I could have cried at the thought of it because nobody would do that now. Some may think it's no big deal but it really meant a lot to me.
Right now, it's a hidden memory in me, to tide me through hard times.
KJ.eio @ 6:08 PM
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Shock & Awe
Today's PE was totally different. Even though part of me was still aching, I had this voice telling me to run and do whatever the teacher told me to. But, we didn't do much running... we did jumping!! Man, I'm so gonna fail my standing broad jump, my marking on the mat seems to be falling behind. Then, we did the army-style jumping up the steps of the amphitheatre. Tough one.
Went library to do econs presentation. But I think we did more chatting instead. Happened to sit on the same bus as Nuraina, and we did some catching up. We talked about a lot of things - coming sea carnival, weather, Damai Secondary, first 3 months in TPJC and primary schools. That's where I found out an amazing discovery about Joseph... something about C_ _ _ _ Y, and P_ _ _ _ _ T... Really surprising, I couldn't believe my ears.
Nowadays workload getting more; PW got sucky tasks; GP essay got sucky grades (don't worry Mr Goh, I will strive to do the next one BETTER!!); more econs homework (everyday); so many trigo formulas to memorize.... Arrgghhh~!! HELP!!! Labels: school
KJ.eio @ 6:02 PM
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Monday, April 25, 2005
A Different Sunday
Yesterday was one of the most unique Sundays so far in my life this year.
Our class, with the help of Sea Sports Club members in our class, went to Kallang to practise dragonboating. Reached there at around 12noon, and it wasn't so hot because it was quite cloudy.
We did some sort of warm-up then we proceeded to sit in the boat. There was lots of water inside and the boat was jerky at some periods of time but luckily I didn't fall inside. It's really fun actually, but the tough part is "cutting" the water and row at the same motion with all the rest. It was kinda hard to see as the salty water kept splashing into my face. Never mind about that, it went into my eyes!! Could hardly see, and my oar kept hitting Yi-Tien's and Meng Wee's ones, so sorry about that.
Finished everything in 90minutes ++, I think I really enjoyed myself, since I haven't been in touch with water activities since God knows when.
Wan Yee said she saw me rowing, but I didn't see her!! Congrats to her, her team got first!! Well, it takes a lot of strength and teamwork to win the race. Good to see her in good form.
Meanwhile, my arms, legs and back are aching and I think it will get better. Keep a positive outlook right? Kind of look forward to the next outing, cos I think I look a little more tan now, which is so nice!! I look enlightenend? Right, Izzulwan?
KJ.eio @ 7:36 PM
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
workout weekend
I was chiong-ing my homework this morning while listening to my mp3s, kind of distracting but it keeps me from dozing off.
Went jogging with Izzulwan, Tuty and Joseph at the Bedok Reservoir at 5pm. The sun was kind of hot and I think we were enjoying ourselves towards the end of the run where we sprinted to the finishing line. Crazy Joseph had to brisk-walk in the middle of the jog because he wanted to be ahead of us.
Chatted for awhile and we met Chee Leong at Shing Shong Supermarket. It's been quite a while since I last saw him, can't be helped, I love meeting ex-classmates.
It's confirmed that we're going to practise for the Sea Carnival tomorrow at Kallang. One big consolation is that I may see Wan Yee there, cos she has this intra-school sea carnival thingy going on too. But it's gonna be kind of hot tomorrow, training - 12 to 2pm, what were they thinking?Labels: friends
KJ.eio @ 8:13 PM
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Friday, April 22, 2005
Questions and Answers
I don't know why he makes me think so much.
I don't know why I'm behaving like this recently.
I don't know why people see me as anti-social.
I don't know why I can't find a listening ear when I need to.
I do know that what he makes me think of is beneficial to me.
I do know that I'm returning to my old self.
I do know that I'm not that anti-social like what most people think.
I do know that I'll find that listening ear soon enough.
Have not been updating as I was busy, and I will be busy this weekend. This week's SPE came with a life-changing announcement. Firstly, I'm no longer in TAF so I'm rather overjoyed about it. Secondly, there's this Sea Carnival coming up, organized by TPJC only, and every class has to participate in the dragonboat race to build class spirit. The first person that came to my mind was Wan Yee!! I sms-ed her the first thing I heard of the news. Also took part in the doubles' canoe with Yin Chieh, really hope I can take it. They are saying we go practice on Sunday, book the boat, and learn... and I haven't went into the water for 6 freakin' years!! God bless me!!
Been sitting in front rows during math lectures lately. Got some sickening remarks from sickening people, but I find that I really concentrate and understand the lecture when I'm in front, away from the noise at the back rows.
Have to rush lots of work today and tomorrow morning if I'm going jogging with Izzulwan and friends, and dragonboating on Sunday. Really hectic week and I have a 3-paged econs essay to do!! Ciao, me gonna be chiongster now.
KJ.eio @ 7:37 PM
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Kind of Fast...
Today's MC saved me from the disastrous PE taken over by Mr Samad. I could not thank my lucky stars enough. After PE though, the rest of the lessons were in a daze as I was very, very sleepy.
Now, regarding Joseph's blog last Saturday, I have to at least write something about it, right? Also, Nuraina has also mentioned it, so I can't just turn a blind eye to it.
Well well, where do I begin? From the beginning, it seems.
Er, nothing to talk about in Secondary Three, cos I don't think we've ever said "Hi" at all. Secondary Four was generally a little quieter in the first three-quarters of the year, it was not until Zuohan passed my autograph book to him and Wilfred that our first conversation begin. I think we didn't really talk after that either. A few excerpts from my autograph book that are extremely Joseph - " my book was budget", "sincerity - about his birthday" and something about "unlocking the mystery in me" - to get to know me better...
Funny eh? Seriously, I can't really remember when we started talking. Though I remember it's online thru MSN. From a small chat to one that's full of spikes about fats, taf, ego and thick skin, I guess that's how weird our friendship began.
And it's kinda weird if I don't speak to him when I'm with Van and PL most of the time, so might as well. It's not only me being more vocal, I guess him being humorous also helps too. Afterall, laughter is not only the best medicine, but it's also the best icebreaker.
Last but not least, I guess I have to thank him for giving the topic for the chinese oratorical thingy and for giving me constant reminders about my weight.
KJ.eio @ 5:52 PM
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Monday, April 18, 2005
Unwell
This has to be the worst day of my life. I think I must have eaten something wrong yesterday or something. I ended up vomitting in school at the last few minutes of GP Debate. Pity me, I didn't even know who won despite being my first attempt being the first speaker for the group. Everybody was not prepared and I think most of us just talked crap.
Chinese earlier was much better. There was this oratorical thingy and I decided to follow Joseph's advice on talking about keeping fit, though I added the last bit - Are appearances really that important? Apparently, after much editing from Yin Chieh (what can you expect from my sub-standard chinese?), the teacher was quite pleased with me. She said I had started off quite well (I drew lots and became the 1st speaker, again), however, I didn't really give any eye contact to my audience. But my classmates were very supportive though, they gave me lots of nice remarks and one guy even said my eye contact was that powerful he had a change of hairstyle.
Back to the sick part, I actually went to the Staff Toilet as I couldn't find a nearer one. Mrs Gay (biology tutor) found me there and was very concerned. She said I was very pale and should either go to the sick bay or go home. Being a little kiasu, I decided to stay for the rest of the day till 1250hrs, because I couldn't afford to miss math and econs tutorial + physics SPA practice.
Went home and slept for a few hours before visiting the doctor. The doctor gave me an MC for tomorrow's PE. Haiz, I just skipped TAF today and tomorrow's PE. Really hope I can make it for Friday's heats, if not, I guess there's always next year.
I have to go now, since I'm not supposed to be blogging when I'm sick. Anyway, I still owe one blog entry to Joseph. Watch for it. =)
PS. I just changed my blogskin, I hope it's user-friendly. Comments are welcomed.Labels: blog-related
KJ.eio @ 8:45 PM
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
Change
Went for my dental appointment today and I changed the colour to... GREEN!! I didn't know that it looked so luminous. Well, never mind, I can change it next month. On my way there, I saw the guy whom I scolded for sending me the virus. How coincidental.
I also donated to the Down Syndrome's Flag Day today, the guy who asked me for donation was so cute, I couldn't bear to turn him down. Plus, I went to get my hands on those lovely M&M's with Star Wars characters on them. I bought quite a number, and since I'm not supposed to have an "overdose" of chocolates, I appeal to my friends to help me eat them. Thanks so much.
Left to cut my hair later, and it was a new look. I have no need to tie my hair like an auntie anymore, and tying up my hair doesn't really suit me too. I rejected the opportunity for me to "work out" twice today because I couldn't make it. Next time perhaps.
Till next time, watch out for my new look!!
KJ.eio @ 5:46 PM
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Friday, April 15, 2005
Abstinence is the Key
Last night, thanks to my messenger contact, I had invited this virus program that started sending shit stuff to all my contacts online. Not only had I to apologize to each and most of them, I had to remind them in time not to open the bloody website. I was so pissed off (as I was rather angry about other matters at the end of the day), that I went to change my MSN nick to some F-expletive and everyone was like, so shocked about my sudden outburst. Last but not least, I went to give the FO thing to this classmate, whom I've never spoken to since the JAE intake. What a good introduction to each other. I didn't bother to look him in the eye today at all.
During physics today, I was thinking about some unrelevant stuff, and I was starting to think that maybe Mr Liew isn't so bad after all. Only if he stops saying that he's been teaching for 21 years, and that his shirt is tucked in at all times.
Was practically in a daze for the most of the time today. Chinese lecture was one of the worst things that happened to me today. The lecturer was like shouting into the microphone as if it wasn't working. Went back to Damai with Van, Ray, PL and Joseph. Thought of going there to have lunch but the good-tasting stalls were all closed, so we had to settle for second best. Stayed back for a while to wait for PL to print her notes, courtesy of Mr Cho.
Went home, and I was thinking to myself, if I take things too seriously. Take yesterday for example, although the virus wasn't my classmate's fault (he got it too), but I scolded him. My sis said it was okay because he wasn't "civil-minded", but as I reflected upon myself, I thought I was taking things way too seriously... do I? Please tell me.
KJ.eio @ 7:00 PM
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
Vinegar level on the rise?
SPE was the best thing that happened to me this morning. Was sort of forced to be first runner for 4x100m race since nobody wanted to be the first one. We got 3rd in the end, well, at least we weren't last. The guys in our class did quite well, Zhen Hui actually managed to squeeze in to 3rd place from the last. Good job!!
The miracle today was in the girls' 4x400m race. Our class was like ranking 4th in the first 2 rounds, but when it came to Li En, who sort of sprained her ankle, she raced from 4th to 1st!! We were all cheering!! LION ROAR!!! Our class got 1st in the end, so happy.
At the end of the day, I went to Century Cineplex with Izzulwan and Serene to watch The Pacifier. Quite a hilarious show, and I think I'll give it 3 out of 5 stars, cos the storyline's a little weird to me. Haha.
Gotta go now. According to Izzulwan, he says many are reading my blog because I update it very regularly. Well, apparently, I'm not studious enough to pick up my books to read. Instead, I blog. Well, whatever it is, I hope you guys enjoy reading my blog!Labels: friends, movies
KJ.eio @ 8:26 PM
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Disconcerting...
Had a rather interesting GP tutorial today, with lots of disconcerting questions asked. Haha.
The guys in our class have lots of potential to enter SongFest'05. Their medley of songs would surely earn them the top prize. It's pure entertainment. Really music to the ears.
Photography Club Orientation later. Really interesting. I had no idea the games would be so fun. Me, PL and Joseph went to wait for Vanessa in the library while doing our homework. The library trip ended horribly (for Joseph) as PL was saying he smelt good. Erm... can't really illustrate much over the words and Joseph has kindly refused to re-play the whole thing. What a pity. Well, we waited for 2 hours plus for the guitar club orientation to end, and by that time, everyone was sticky and tired.
Yawn. So tired now, still have PE tomorrow, and it's another round of relay!! Guess my shitting motion would be coming soon...
KJ.eio @ 8:22 PM
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Super Pissed
I was feeling quite sleeping today when I went for PE but I never expected to return from PE super awake.
In the hot, scorching sun, we had to do 2 warm-up rounds round the track and when we came back, some of us got reprimanded by this fucking bitch ( the first two words that came to my mind when I saw her).
She scolded us for walking before reaching the finishing line - that I can understand because I was one of them and I know I was wrong.
Next, she scolded us for walking during the run and for holding back the whole group of people. This, I'm very pissed off. Firstly, not everyone runs in record-breaking time, not everyone has that perfect stamina, and lastly, not everyone walked. Me, for example, even though I was almost dead, I didn't stop because I knew it would be harder for me to pick up my speed if I stopped. That F-bitch had the cheek to say that she could have started a good 30 seconds earlier if not for us, taking our own sweet time. WTF.
Well, that's all for my angst-filled entry for today.
Kudos to Wan Yee for her wonderful blog entry. I simply love her last sentence!!
KJ.eio @ 5:43 PM
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Monday, April 11, 2005
running on empty.
My mind's a blank when I came to blog today. A little feverish after I came back from school. Air-con too cold? Weather changing?
Anyway, I've been wanting to show to you guys a creepy song, maybe not that creepy, but it makes you think about life, like it made me.
Nick Cave & Kylie Minogue - Where The Wild Roses Grow
CHORUS They call me The Wild Rose
But my name is Elisa Day
Why they call me it I do not know
For my name is Elisa Day
From the first day I saw her I knew she was the one
As she stared in my eyes and smiled
For her lips were the colour of the roses
That grew down the river, all bloody and wild
When he knocked on my door and entered the room
My trembling subsided in his sure embrace
He would be my first man, and with a careful hand
He wiped at the tears that ran down my face
CHORUS
On the second day I brought her a flower
She was more beautiful than any woman I'd seen
I said, "Do you know where the wild roses grow
So sweet and scarlet and free?"
On the second day he came with a single red rose
Said: "Will you give me your loss and your sorrow?"
I nodded my head, as I lay on the bed
He said, "if I show you the roses will you follow?"
CHORUS
On the third day he took me to the river
He showed me the roses and we kissed
And the last thing I heard was a muttered word
As he stood smiling above me with a rock in his fist
On the last day I took her where the wild roses grow
And she lay on the bank, the wind light as a thief
As I kissed her goodbye, I said, "All beauty must die"
And lent down and planted a rose between her teeth
CHORUS
Enjoy? Labels: lyrics
KJ.eio @ 6:39 PM
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
Unwritten...
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your innovations Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten
Although I have heard of this song many times on the radio, today is the first time that I heard the lyrics of the song so clearly.
The song's by Natasha Bedingfield, and the part "no one else can speak the words on your lips" rang throughout my mind as I wondered how true this part of the chorus is.
Plus, the starting verses really described how I feel currently, blank and unsure of anything. Enjoy!!Labels: lyrics
KJ.eio @ 6:47 PM
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Friday, April 08, 2005
Haha, another one... a bit more squishy-squashy than the previous... 
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KJ.eio @ 9:18 PM
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Hilarious shot - see those geng looks over at the bottom....?
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KJ.eio @ 9:17 PM
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Hmm... 12 people in one shot, what an achievement... heex...
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KJ.eio @ 9:16 PM
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Ashes...
Another day in the JC life. Though I'm quite used to it already, I think it's quite horrible to be in here. My mom's nagging everyday to get me off the computer, and start my homework, and everyone's going to the library to study, a place that I never stepped in more than three times in my first three months. How scary and pressurizing. Maybe it's time I prioritized everything else before blogging and stuff.
Physics tutorials could be way better if Mr Liew stops "We'll try to go a bit faster", when he is slowing down... and the next best thing he could do is to stop stripping in class!! He keeps tucking out his shirt to show his "machoism" when Vernon tucks it out, he tucks it in again, out, and in again. It's pretty psycho, you know, an sickening old man just keeps showing his belly button to the whole class. That's what I call INDECENT EXPOSURE.
Bloody hell, I had no idea the bloody sports heats thing was not compulsory. But the class rep wrote my name down, and I had to do an event. After 100m heats were snatched up like hotcakes, I brainlessly put down 200m. Anyway, thinking back, it's a sure-die situation, might as well.
Frankly, I do not know the reason why I feel so much better when I see him around. It beats me too. I have been thinking and have not been able to give myself a decent explanation.
How? What to do? I don't know.
Went to library to study after school with Van, PL and Joseph. We did more talking than studying and I guess it's sort off catching up, and making up for lost time... After 90 minutes, Van's "date" arrived and they wandered off a while later to catch the Game Channel. Went home shortly after that, and I was trying to put my head to think about the completely out-of-the-world GP essay that I have to hand in on Monday, that excluding another out-of-the-world Chinese essay. Looks like I won't be blogging this weekend, another chiongster on the run, Ciao.Labels: school
KJ.eio @ 8:57 PM
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
Boulevard of Broken Dreams....
SPE was sooo fun. Had to do those relay runs today, and in fact, it's my first time running relays, passing batons and all that... Before, during and after the run, I constantly felt like shitting... no idea why, maybe I'm too tensed or something. But, Mr Samad was very understanding. When we were watching the guys running. The guys were really very competitive, and that Mr Samad told us to squad down (cos we were blocking the timekeepers' view) and control our adrenaline. That was a nice one.
Was the 9th runner, and had to do the curve. I thought I did pretty good la, though there was this girl in front of me. Then, of all people, I saw Zehua laughing at me. (-_-)''' Couldn't be bothered, as I was more interested in the luminous yellow bib that was racing to the front of the finishing line. Our group of 12 (with 05S25 as well) was FIRST!! Yay!!!
Nothing much after that. I went Pinocchio- and Otter-spotting with Yin Chieh, haha. Then, I stayed back for nothing ("...few minutes only ma... Steady?") - 40 minutes, and I went to meet Joy at the bus stop before going back to Damai for Computer Club. Too bad Johnathan wasn't here, and I thought the whole club has turned into gaming club - R-LF2. I'm not really interested in such gaming nonsense (no offence), so I don't really catch the drift about it.
Tomorrow another long day. I was supposed to finish school at 1130hrs, not 1250hrs!! Too bad, and I have to endure double Physics tutorial tomorrow. Gotta chiong GP now, or else my weekend gonna be damn bloody busy!! Ciao.Labels: school
KJ.eio @ 7:34 PM
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
mind games, anybody?
Today has been an okay day. We had a very interesting GP lesson, about meritocracy. Physics was kinda horrible, Mr Liew was letting history repeat itself. He was damn ridiculous trying to be strict, "Next time you forget to bring, I'll make you stand", "Never bring, still sleep in class"... Wa lau, I couldn't control my laughter sia, still ask people to write "I will bring my tutorials to class" in his little blue book. Blah.
PW was quite scary - doing topics that brought meteorite-like question marks to my head. Was kinda happy in the beginning as I saw J saunter into the Audi late, but with style. Haha. CCA Orientation later, and I was supposed to be in Film Society. However, after much push-and-pull-factors, I joined Photography instead. I haven't thought of what to do when I meet BT again, but I guess I'll just re-introduce myself. Who cares?
Well, I met my mom after school at TM and I waited for about an hour, and I saw lotsa people - Ming Wei & Wei Jie, Suting & Jonathan, and many others. Supposed to go find those TYS and stuff, but I ended up buying colour pens. Haha.
Well, I have to chiong my homework now, I'm telling the truth, not playing any mind games.
KJ.eio @ 9:57 PM
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
I begin to wonder...
Tutorials officially started. Life is never gonna be the same. Known a few classmates today, and I think it felt quite good, getting to know more people.
Saw J and he's quite an avid reader, always reading whenever lectures (esp Physics) are boring. Nothing much to say about my life today, boring and lifeless. Sick and tired. One happy thing was that Wan Yee came over to TPJC today! Finally saw her after 2 months. Chatted a bit here and there.
Left for Damai's Sports Day @ Tampines Stadium. I'm quite touched that Johnathan and gang have been reading my blog and kept asking me who's J. Well, I'm glad you guys are making an effort to keep in touch with my life, and if you're reading this, this J guy is not from Damai, but TPJC.
Left for TM for some photo-taking session, waited 2 hours plus just for the whole gang to assemble in Mac's. Frankly, I had no idea why I was there.
Plus, I'm not playing any mind games, Joseph. I'm just using the work to bury and suppress myself.
KJ.eio @ 8:35 PM
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Monday, April 04, 2005
What Year Do You Belong In?
You Belong in 1974
If you scored...1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!
1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.
1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!
1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.
1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
Labels: quizzes
KJ.eio @ 7:14 PM
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Guess it doesn't need much explanation...
KJ.eio @ 7:12 PM
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There's Gotta Be More To Life....
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived. I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside. Tell me what is this thing, that I feel like I'm missing and why can't I let it go?
There's gotta be more to life, than chasing down every temporary high, to satisfy me. Cos the more that I'm trippin' up thinkin' there must be more to life, well there's life but I'm sure, there's gotta be more...
I'm wanting more...
That's Stacie Oricco's (There's Gotta Be) More To Life. Often, we are not satisfied with what we have and already have, until we've got it or when when there's no other way of getting what we want after trying, and we often hurt people around us in the process.
I think I've got most things in my life - family, supportive friends, education, shelter... the basics of stuff that some people do not even have, yet this feeling of emptiness and the question of who to turn to whenever I encounter some problems at home or at school, my latest rantings about someone or something, or even just my thoughts... I have problems answering them myself.
The people I used to communicate to are now dispersed around the Singapore map. A, whom I used to message a lot doesn't even reply now, probably it's because that particular feeling is gone, that's why A doesn't bother. But it bothers me that that's "One Down". B, who everyone thinks we're good friends or even besties, I doubt we think we're that, maybe we kid ourselves into believing that, but in reality, it's not. C, one that I think is quite a trustworthy one, is too troubled to bother about me, and though it's not really as it seems, but that's what I think. Right now, I guess it's me against the world.
The only comfort is : -
I met J at 6.40am in school today. First nice thing in the morning. I got a new Converse bag today, my very first one, in fact, since my parents are rather strict about the spending of my money. Now, it's "Buy First, Talk Later". I met 3 primary school friends today @ Century Square- Lester with his weird out-of-shape hairstyle; Angelina with her gothic look, nice and pretty; and Azimah, who's in TPJC and took 2 weeks to recognize me. Nevertheless, I'm glad they remembered me after 5 years of separation. Smallville's starting this coming Friday!! Good Luck starts @ 1930hrs later - Takuya Kimura!!
Well, once the new timetable starts tomorrow, it won't be like this past week, where we crash each other's lectures for fun, leave school early together. No. Sad to say, we will be separated. I hope that we'll still meet often though, cos I really can't bear to lose touch with them.
KJ.eio @ 6:56 PM
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Saturday, April 02, 2005
I'm in DEEP SHIT!!
Yesterday's journey home wasn't that pleasant. My dad's car broke down thrice before it got "rescued" by SPC Bedok North, opposite Blk 79 Bedok North Road. I had to get out and push the car, and I was laughing with my sis about how light the car was...
Thought a lot last night and I guess my title says it all - I'm in DEEP SHIT!!
Really. My day had to end with my spectacles squashed flat because I didn't keep it in its case and I drop my whole bag, and now it's out of focus, just like me.
Argh.
KJ.eio @ 12:59 PM
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Friday, April 01, 2005
Quiz Results!
Colour Quiz
Your Existing SituationSeeks to share a bond of understanding intimacy in an esthetic atmosphere of peace and tenderness. < www.colorquiz.com> Career Inventory TestWithdrawn (I) 54.84% Outgoing (E) 45.16% Realistic (S) 51.28% Imaginative (N) 48.72% Emotional (F) 52.63% Intellectual (T) 47.37% Improvised (P) 54.29% Organized (J) 45.71% Your type is: ISFP
You are a Specialist, possible professions include - bookkeeper, clerical supervisor, dental assistant, physical therapist, mechanic, radiology technologist, surveyor, chef, forester, geologist, landscaper designer, crisis hotline operator, teacher < http://similarminds.com/career.html> Well, I'm not sure if it's accurate. =) Labels: quizzes
KJ.eio @ 7:10 PM
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Confused & Mixed Up.
Well, I've finally found the name of that J guy. Cannot publish it openly cos I think quite a number of people know him. Ask me personally if you really, really, really want to know. But I'll see who first, people like JTCH can forget about asking.
PE was fun. Compared to yesterday's - did only warm-ups and stretching. I didn't volunteer myself to go for the TAF thingy nor did the teacher select me. Well, I only told Wan Yee this, but I've lost weight!! So happy, but of course, I know I must still work on it. Afterall, I'm above average. And, I saw the J guy sitting across me!! Well, most guys I say who are not bad turns out to be very bad to the people I tell them, so I keep them to myself.
Had break all the way. Went to sit in for Physics, and I do not know why I kept doing this particular action, so I timed myself not to do it. Very crazy, I do not even know what I'm doing neither do I know what I'm talking about. Math was good!! Mr Chow is back, with dominoes and his very cold-yet-funny jokes. Van and PL met Ray at the bus-stop and chatted for awhile, before Van took off in a hurry in bus 293. I wonder why? Hee...
On my way home with Serene, I was thinking about quite a lot of things, and I'm now very, very confused. So confused that I'm smiling...
KJ.eio @ 3:35 PM
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